I miss you maa… It is very hard to survive without you in this cruel world. I am far from you, forbidden from the warmth of your hug and comfort of your lap. I miss you a lot. I am hungry mama; will you make me eat some food? Will you make my favorite dish and feed me with your own hand? Will you maa? I am tired of crying, tired of expecting and tired of being betrayed. I miss you maa…
You know mom, this world is very cruel, and here no one cares for you, no one even waste 1 second to think about someone else. This busy world is too selfish to take me within its bosom. And even if it takes me, it’s clutches hurts me and the trap is too hard for me to escape. You are getting my point, right mama?
It’s been days, I slept at your lap, I miss that peaceful sleep. I want to sleep moma, you know maa, I am very sleepy. Carried away by the winds of this ruthless city, I trusted everyone blindly. I closed my doors of sanity which you built for me in years. I just went with the flow. Why was it so mom? Was I so dumb that I could not make out between the reality and the dream? I still hear your voice saying about me proudly that I am your smart daughter. But your smart daughter lost moma. Yes, she lost…yes I lost.
I know, now you will tell, its ok baby, just get up and enter the race of life again. Yes mama, I will. But I need you holding my hands at each step. This time, fault was mine, I freed my hands and was running alone but now I will not. I promise you to run this race and win it mom, but at one condition. You have to feed me with your hands everyday and allow me to sleep peacefully at your lap. Will you do so maa?
I am hungry mama, I am sleepy too, also I am very tired and a little bit upset too…I miss you maa…..