All posts by Chandana

My last night’s dream…

It is so very easy to write for others.  Someone else gives you the topic, the word count, the idea and you just need to put your words into it. On the contrary, writing for self is so difficult. You need to manipulate your words as well as your thoughts because not everything can be shared, right? And though this is my way to thoughts, still few things are left unspoken and those are supposed to be left so. Continue reading My last night’s dream…

How much i will miss everyone…

One year back when i joined this place, i was numb, unsure of what was coming to me. Amidst strangers, i tried to befriend with everyone around. Everyone started building their own view points towards me. Some thought i was too dumb, few thought i was too smart, few took me as too friendly and few gave me the title of too silent. A variety of characteristics was put into me and surprisingly everything lying in the extremes. With the passage of time, i kept getting new names, titles and my list of characteristics kept on increasing. Sometimes i was a kid and sometimes the granny, at times the silent lass and at times the furious girl. Today, when i look back i wonder how come i allowed each emotion of mine to flow in this place. I was supposed to maintain a professional distance with everyone but did i really? I lost regarding this pathetically. I end up being friend with everyone and emotionally attached to each one..damn me! Continue reading How much i will miss everyone…

I miss you maa….

I miss you maa… It is very hard to survive without you in this cruel world. I am far from you, forbidden from the warmth of your hug and comfort of your lap. I miss you a lot. I am hungry mama; will you make me eat some food? Will you make my favorite dish and feed me with your own hand? Will you maa? I am tired of crying, tired of expecting and tired of being betrayed. I miss you maa… Continue reading I miss you maa….

Friendship Day

August 7, 2011: Today is friendship day as it is the first Sunday of August. (Celebrating friendship day on the 1st Sunday of August has become a global tradition in the past years). Do not get me wrong, i am not going to narrate you the history of friendship day out here, neither i am going to put up arguments setting whether it should be celebrated or not. I will just share about my thoughts and my today…my friendship day. Continue reading Friendship Day

My being human t-shirt…

Wondering about the title and the category of the post, just don’t be. The reason behind my grouping this post in this category will be revealed till the end of this post. This one is all about the purchase of my latest t-shirt. And if someone can be passionate about things, yes i am for this one. I waited and waited and finally i got my being human t-shirt this morning. Continue reading My being human t-shirt…

“The not so innocent guy…”

I was regularly updating my simple and quite decent posts, when two days back one of my friend shared with me about his disliking towards my blog. He was completely upset with my blog as it was devoid of spices. And then i decided to write this one with some bit of spices which i hope everyone will enjoy. I dedicate this to him, who resulted this blog, ” the not so innocent guy”. Continue reading “The not so innocent guy…”